the world

I'm not to sure how things are going to go within the next few years. Some people think we're going to all kick the bucket in a matter of a year and a half or so. What does that mean? Do i try my hardest now, put time and effort in to all my work, only to have everything destroyed within a forseeable time period. But then if the world doesn't end (which it probably wont) Then im fucked. I did nothing, and have to keep doing nothing. But if i do put forth effort into everything i do and the world doesn't end, it's only to keep up the same routine i've been in for about 19 years. I wake up, I brush my teeth, shower go to school/work/whatever i have to do that do that day, meet up with a few aquaintences, injest somethings, go home watch tv, go to sleep. It just seems like such a dry routine. Especially when you have a wife and kids to wake up to. Oh god, kids. I cant imagine having myself for a child. I was probably such a little prick. There's no way my parents could have enjoyed raising me, I definatley wouldn't have. I just don't want the routine for myself, at least right now. I got to figure something out for after college. Just not sure what to do yet.